Friday, December 21, 2018

Morning love

There is just something about it,
There is something about the cool weather
The silence 
it's empty yet it fills me
I am in love
I am in love with the early mornings
before the rise in the sky
there is a sense of home
it fills me
makes me feel alive
makes me feel here now

I breathe.
I breathe in the crisp air
I feel it
I feel it fill my lungs and warm my heart. 
Do you feel it?
Do you feel the contentment?
Do you feel the warmth in the cold?
Like a hug 
I feel delicate.
Delicate in the mornings
in the cool air
it feels empty
it is overwhelming..
it is overwhelmingly beautiful.
I feel
I breathe
I love 
I am in love
I want to hold that feeling
I want to keep it
The love
The morning love
Do you feel it?

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

A savage, a monster, a destroyer of love .

There all right

I am too much
I now feel for these people, these people around me.
I am a savage, a monster, a demon of love.
A heart breaker, a destroyer, a fantasy once thought up.
I memory now turned from good to evil.
I know there all right I see now I'm the fuckin devil.
Made from the ashes of when I was burned by these people, these angels, saints they think they were.
Look at me, into my eyes the sting you feel is my despise.
It was put there into my mind, the plague of evil you all brought to my life.
To naive, free spirited thinking, this is not my own doing but yours take it back you keep it.
It is all me I know it is , it has nothing to do with your back stabbing presence.
Nothing to do nothing at all, you pushed me down but I was ready to fall.

Sunday, October 27, 2013

Name

Her name is the sweetest sound to release from these lips.
The way it flows like the most passionate kiss.
How I feel when I speak her name
like the burning end of a love filled flame..
Dirty and naughty when I hear my self say,
 ------- my love, my darling, mine to stay.




Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Not a poem, an ending

To whom may be reading this.
I love you, I love you so much
my chest hurts and feels like it just might cave in.
I love you to the point where my soul feels like it could explode
or maybe my heart from all the love I hold.
For you. yes, you.
I hope you are okay
embracing life and taking it ALL in.
I hope you love like I love
in such a beautiful way.
I hope you sing, dance and giggle away the days,
I hope you hold on to what you want
 I hope you have no fear when what you want goes away.
I wish awareness and the ability to let go
I wish you the courage, and strength that you need
I wish you compassion, empathy to see things from someone esles view
I hope you pick up hobbies, at least do what you enjoy
I hope you have the motivation to blossom and to help others do the same
I hope you appreciate your family blood related or not,
your friends, loved ones,
I hope you remind them often what they mean to you
I hope you don't ever give up,
I hope you know I am here for you through thick and thin
everything in between.
 I hope you know you are special and YOU can do anything
I hope you know your beautiful and YOU make me smile
and can do the same for others.
I wish you peace and  serenity
I hope you experiment and do things you never would
I hope you say yes often and yet know when to say no
I hope you surround yourself with good people
I hope you build strong relationships
and talk to people when your upset
I hope you see how amazing the world is
swim in rivers, take long trips,
I hope you travel at least out of one state.
I wish you the best
I hope you don't let people walk over you
I hope you don't walk over other people.
In life were all in this together.
I wish you could  see the sunset and rise at the seas.
I hope you take care of people, they will do the same.
I hope you never lose hope
and always fight for what you love
stand up for what is right
I hope you get a chance to fly on a plane
and hitchhike just once.
I hope you reach your goals, and know you can have your dreams
I hope you try new things every chance you get
and when it rains don't be scared to get wet
I wish you confidence and pride.
I hope you hold your ego down and tight.
I wish you wouldn't litter and teach people the same
to care for our earth, do your part to make it flourish again.
I hope you go to a drum circle, and a metaphysical book store
I wish and hope for your happiness and the care to show others the same.
I hope you know how powerful you are and how much your worth.
I hope you now know I care, you are never alone again.
Even when I am gone and just a memory
Know that I loved you with every ounce of my being.







Tuesday, April 2, 2013

under my skin




Pull my hair & rip my clothes
I am passion burning through my seams
calm my fire, grab some water
watch me steam as I smother with wonder.





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I am a fantasy, a collection of forgotten dreams. The sunset when it sees the moon and it's rise lights the sea. I am sudden and now while my heart screams. I love everyone, every being and thing.  I am the content felt in lovers arms and the sadness buried down deep inside.